Who Am I?

It feels like I'm only going backwards

And when it comes to it,

The less I know the better.

I'm trying to hold my breath

And I want you to stay with me

But people have been trying me

Even God tried me

If the world was so kind

Why am I here?

People have tried to change me

And I followed them

Until I lost myself on the way

And the way back to me is hard

Believe me it's hard

Because how am I supposed to

Come to me if I don't know myself?