Wrong Way Around

 

What have I done?

What happened to me?

Did I learn something from this, finally?

Just like the tides eroding the cliffs of Big Sur,

My life’s eroding me

There’s never really a better feeling than coming home

But where is my real home?

I thought this was my home?

I know this is the way I have to go

But I don’t know

Is this the right way for me?

Why does life seem to tell me otherwise?

I am stuck in wrongness 

From the first ever step I made

I was wrong

And it rolled on and on

Like a snowball of the wrongs 

And now it’s so big

It came crushing me instead

Now I’m shattered in pieces 

Of my wrong life that I fought wrongly

Now I don’t know how to go back

How to save myself from the break

What do I do now?

Shall I start new somewhere else?

Shall I just go completely back to the start?

I don’t know

I really don’t know