A Rage of Confusion

I don’t really know what I did wrong

Or who did me wrong

All I know is I was born so

And I ended up so

Then my wildness took the wheel

I went up and down the hill

Of life of madness and I got ill

Even ended up wanting to kill

I was raised inside a cage

My horizon was between fence

Then I tried to offence

And I tried to confess

I was hated to my blood

As if all I did was fraud

I was grounded inside my pod

My mind, my heart, my spot

All I did was thinking ahead

While maintaining to not be mad

All I ended up was saying, “my bad“

Though you know I’m not that bad

But the system and the demons

The cruelty and the evils

The olds and the news

Those on the paper or their views

The words of those human angels

That struck in depths of emptiness

Of souls that believe in their faithfulness

But neglect and disrespect the mindfulness

Of those who see unbiased views

Those who listen and review

Those who support and continue

To give and care is all they knew

They don‘t own the credo

They are even pseudo

But you who‘s so crude

So rude in your pursuit

Of happiness that book promises you

Of love that God guarantees you

Of wealth that prayer ensures you

Of care that fast shows you

But it’s actually zero what you do

If what you say is “I’m better than you“

Well the truth is, it’s probably true

But that’s a so-narrow view

What does it mean to be better for you?

To move your body on cues?

Up and down looking for clue

The slower the better, is that true?

Well, tell me, holy

Why do you do polygamy

Is it a justification for your lusty mind?

As long as it’s based on God, everything’s fine?

So, smoking isn’t good for your health

Like alcohol brings to death

But I can smell it from your holy breath

So you make exceptions, for your threat

Isn’t it funny

This construction made by dummies

Said to fix and secure peace

But really is just a set of injustice

Moreover a system of loving and to be loved

A foundation set by the lord

Love all creatures, regardless their bods

Or their behavior or their thoughts

But unacceptable still I am

That didn’t know what I did wrong, damn

I was just being who I am

Like what I always am 

But I don’t know what I did wrong

Or who did me wrong

All I know was I was open

And that closed your eyes in a moment

Here’s hoping you’ll start to care

Here’s hoping you’ll start to stare

At what you did, how you dare

At all of this scare

Because I don’t know what I did wrong

Or who did me wrong

All I know is I was born so

And I ended up so

Heidelberg, 21/3/2021