I'm Home

 

I close my eyes and I see that place

Up there far far away

I still remember when I had no fear

When all I did was conquering

For months and months on

I was more than myself

That place quenched my being

After I was hit and hit and hit again

It revealed a beautiful soul

But with time it became weak

It became scared 

It became fearful

That it lost its joy to live

Like there’s nothing to wait for anymore

Like there’s only wind and cold and falling leaves

Like there’s only searing hot weather and skins

Or everything in between

There’s only so much time to spend

But no ways to spend it

There’s only so much sadness

But no ways to solve it

And my soul screamed for help

Here and there it went

In and out I went

Looking for that dreamy closure

And reconciliation in my head

I wasn’t doing okay

I still am not the best that I could be

But as the honey’s been made by the bee

As the time goes and goes like how it’ll forever be

I gained strength in the stretch

Of time and adventure that I’ve passed

Or of the ones that still are about to come

That place

That place of hardships and tears

And sweats and bloodshed

That place somehow remain

The one place I want to come back

Even though it might rain

I believe the sky will not crack

It will only go upwards from here on

To live and to really live turn my motor on

Though it was hard for a while

That place remains the most interesting

A place I want to always call my home

Because it is

My home