Rollercoaster

 

They think I’ve got the tools to be great

They think I don’t deserve this place here

They ask what my problems are

They may assume I’m good enough, through my stories, yeah, maybe

But it’s not about all those stories

It’s about me and this rollercoaster I’ve been riding on for 19 years

It’s about the present, and the life, that for me, happens to still continue

So I’m still riding on this rollercoaster

Sometimes proudly, sometimes stressfully

Sometimes happily, sometimes angrily

Sometimes I don’t even feel it anymore

It just goes on and on and on

Through those loops, ups, and downs, fast

But unlike you, I can’t get off of it

Heidelberg, 25.02.21