I'm Bored

 

Days and days spent sleeping

Never felt so bad like these ones

Uninspired and bored

I sit next to the big windows

Facing the view of factories and their pollutions

Until I see a fire there on my far right

I suppose it is not only my imagination

But what am I gonna say about it?

About that fire in the distance

Is it like me inside?

Am I gonna foolishly be motivational?

It is not about what I can write

It is about the values that I can internalize

And so far I am a big zero in the rows of hundreds

So I guess I’m nobody to make motivational quotes

I fail to motivate myself to do the bare minimum

I can only sit and eat and repeat

But really?

Can I only do those things?

I guess it’s only the occasion that’s supporting this

I shouldn’t let myself be described by 10 days

My life has been going on for 20 years

I shouldn’t let 10 days define who I am

I might be lazy but it is not me

It might be everyone’s problem as well

And I shouldn’t feel like I’m a failure

I am not a failure

I am a success in the making

Whilst I already made so many successful stories

In such short 20 years of living

So I should be proud

Of my boredom?

Nah, it’s fine to be bored

To do nothing

To sleep at daytime

It doesn’t define you
What you do doesn’t define you

Don’t let it define who you really are

Because who you are is what’s inside

And not what you show outside

Your real self will shine out anyways

So you don’t need no cover

Yours truly will stay forever