Butterfly

 

I guess I should’ve known

Through the stories of your past

That by the way that you’ve grown

You know things won‘t last

The stories of your loyalty

For staying with that friend in that city

Well, yeah, the one you left with a pity

As you moved away all so suddenly

What you told me about your step dads

Those different and unique lads

Some who hate you and some that are mad

Some that leave you again just like that

Or of those almost stories

Almost this or that, kiss or whatever you haven’t got

Or just those romantic chit chat

Showed me how much your heart worries

The thing is I know you’re a butterfly

But I never realized it until recently

That all you wanted was to fly high up in the sky

And leave me out and hurt me so perfectly 

I guess I should’ve known

That you were never meant to be owned

Protecting you was an act of no grown

I’m sorry that you might’ve felt robbed

Either your time, your space, your sanity

Your dime, your pace, your sanitary

Your love to yourself and to your fantasy

That hobby of you to feel dreamy

I guess I should restore you back

Back to where you left at

Heal back all that painful crack

I guess I have caused you that

You were never meant to be mine

Not even meant to be anyone’s

You were meant to be yours, it’s fine

You’re the person that always refines

Though I wished I could’ve been yours

I wish you would’ve made me that

Longer, better, sweeter than that

I wish my love was enough to tame boars

And to live without remorse

Of changing you to the worse