A Survivor

 

I’m lost

I’m speechless 

I don’t know

What’s up?

I was fine

I am fine

I will be fine

Am I fine?

I have feelings

I had feelings

I thought I had feelings

Do I have feelings?

That was stupid

I’m not stupid

I could be stupid

Was that stupid?

Oh, look! Fire!

Oh, the fire‘s gone

Wait, it’s still there

Wait, is it still there?

Drink up

Out of sadness

I’m not sad

Am I not sad?

Things are confusing

My life is a confusion

My life was a confusion

Aren’t things confusing?

Go away

I went away

Did I go away?

Should I go away?

Come back

I came back

Did I really come back?

Shall I come back?

Forget it

I forgot it

Bullshit, I never forgot it

Did I ever not remember it?

No, never

Come, anger

Come back even stronger

You are a survivor