To you that might read this

Now it’s time for me to take care of myself. I’ve had enough thinking about others that don’t even want to think about me. I have enough people that want to think about me and I think way less of them instead. It’s now the time to change that. I shouldn’t mistake things in my life. Things shouldn’t be so complicated. Life is simple, indeed. But it is hard to simplify it. It’s easy to make it hard instead. So when you’re given those two choices, choose to live instead. Leave out the point of feeling restless due to the thoughts that come over and over again like an unbreakable cycle. You don’t deserve to feel that way. Life is beautiful enough if you want to look at it in that point of view. People do care about you and you do care about people, even though you might deny it. It’s a coping mechanism to prevent yourself from hurting, but ask yourself, is it really the case? In fact, humans care more to deny than they care to admit. It’s easier to let things flow and not attach yourself to it by admitting. But some people just really need to have that reassurance that somebody loves them. Which makes it hard to be with somebody that doesn’t even want to be seen or be talked to.

To you that might read this; I wish you all the best, always. Take a good care of yourself and surround yourself with the things you love. I will do the same to myself. If your courage has showed up again, feel free to let me know, because I’m still and will always be there for you. Thank you for the amazing memories.

Erlangen, 31/10/21